smoldworf

tbqh i was reluctant to try therapy. i was worried that talking about myself would endanger my "balance", my security. (and i'm pretty sure it's gonna be uncomfortable sometimes).

but on the other side it's kinda freeing and nice to see an outsider's perspective. and to hear that my family and childhood are pretty fucked up. even if there never was abuse or obvious reason for trauma.
she even complimented me on coming out of this more or less stable.

maybe thinking that i never had a reason to be depressed was ... wrong.

lol