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Meh, dragging around a cold for three weeks now.
First I felt shitty without any other symptoms; which sucks, because people don't really believe you when you say you feel, well, shitty. But, I got an antibiotic (I'm still not sure it did anything but fuck with my intestines) and I was on sick leave for a week. I felt just as shitty for another week (and had funny spots, yay, allergic to the anticiotic!).
And now I have a mean cough, a runny nose, nasty sinuses. Now everybody believes that I'm sick :) And now I'm already feeling a lot better, actually (after more than two fucking shitty weeks). :)
And next week is book fair, I feel like I'm abandoning our new trainee before I could actually show her anything ... and all the time I'm wondering what I have forgotten, what can go wrong.
Because - I know my boss - he won't say a word about the stuff that worked. He'll focus on every detail that wasn't perfectly perfect. And it will be my fault (he's been telling me that everything is my responsibility (every mistake, that is. Should everyting go smoooothly, that will be thanks to him) for months now. Thanks.)
But. I'm still looking forward to it. It'll be crazy and insane and great. I hope.
First I felt shitty without any other symptoms; which sucks, because people don't really believe you when you say you feel, well, shitty. But, I got an antibiotic (I'm still not sure it did anything but fuck with my intestines) and I was on sick leave for a week. I felt just as shitty for another week (and had funny spots, yay, allergic to the anticiotic!).
And now I have a mean cough, a runny nose, nasty sinuses. Now everybody believes that I'm sick :) And now I'm already feeling a lot better, actually (after more than two fucking shitty weeks). :)
And next week is book fair, I feel like I'm abandoning our new trainee before I could actually show her anything ... and all the time I'm wondering what I have forgotten, what can go wrong.
Because - I know my boss - he won't say a word about the stuff that worked. He'll focus on every detail that wasn't perfectly perfect. And it will be my fault (he's been telling me that everything is my responsibility (every mistake, that is. Should everyting go smoooothly, that will be thanks to him) for months now. Thanks.)
But. I'm still looking forward to it. It'll be crazy and insane and great. I hope.
