smoldworf

Well, once again me catches a cold. Whew! Once again me has a fever. Whewhew!!
Which means I'm now behind on my self-made schedule. And I still haven't told my professor what exactly I'm doing at the moment. And I don't really know what he's expecting. Well. So angst is lurking in the corners - and no, I'm not a teenager.
I don't know, I think I remember believing once that as a "grown up" I'd feel more confident about myself and my abilities... heh. Either I'm not a grown up (yes, somehow that sounds about right...) or what I believed was bull (yeah, that sounds about right, too). But still, people around me seem so capable and responsible and, well, grown up it makes me wonder.

Other than that, before i caught the cold the weather was amazing, when I had the cold not so much - that's at least something. :)

And S. called again; surprise, surprise, her tone hasn't changed much. But well, maybe I'm just easily annoyed.
I'm tired, I've got a headache (more like the Eternal One returned) and I'm grumpy. But it snowed today and when I went to the library the books I had ordered were still there and yesterday I wrote four pages. So I guess I souldn't complain that much. :)

This is a very busy girl right now, man!
A (belatedly [is that a real word?]) celebrates her birthday these days, K is going to leave for half a year and wants me to beta her thesis (mostly because she was crazy enough to pick a crazy topic but also because I'm awesome *g*), which is being created WHILE I'm betaing it.
Which is less fun than it sounds.
But she's a sweetheart (even if she has only a vague idea how puncutation works) and it's interesting enough to make it worth the while.

And. Yes, the thesis. I'm a little surprised myself - I got some work done. Next week I'll talk to my professors and make sure they have a vague idea of what I'm doing at the moment; and then... no idea.

AND A and I have been on a absolutely awesome tour together. Yesterday. Brillaint. :)