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I feel bad...
Aug. 25th, 2006 04:10 pm I feel | 
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Really, I do.
Yesterday night there was a spider in our bathtub. No, not a spider - shelob. Huge and absloutely horrifying; I was standing there, not able to move for quite some time,(let alone turn my back to her. It's ridicilous, I tell you!) and... then I killed her (I suppose it was a she. She was huge. And I most definitely hope it was a she. I don't want to think about having an even bigger one behind the washing machine.)
And now I feel a little bad for killing an animal just because I'm afraid of it. It seems so... cruel? silly? whatever.
... and I had hoped all of them had left when I threatened them with the vacuum cleaner. Damn.
I can live with little spiders... I can somehow kind of ignore medium sized ones. But big ones make me freak out and feel silly and girly and whatever.
I hate it. Mostly because I'd usually say I'm a rational person. Bwah.
Poor spider.
*shudders*
blahReally, I do.
Yesterday night there was a spider in our bathtub. No, not a spider - shelob. Huge and absloutely horrifying; I was standing there, not able to move for quite some time,(let alone turn my back to her. It's ridicilous, I tell you!) and... then I killed her (I suppose it was a she. She was huge. And I most definitely hope it was a she. I don't want to think about having an even bigger one behind the washing machine.)
And now I feel a little bad for killing an animal just because I'm afraid of it. It seems so... cruel? silly? whatever.
... and I had hoped all of them had left when I threatened them with the vacuum cleaner. Damn.
I can live with little spiders... I can somehow kind of ignore medium sized ones. But big ones make me freak out and feel silly and girly and whatever.
I hate it. Mostly because I'd usually say I'm a rational person. Bwah.
Poor spider.
*shudders*
