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yggdra_silWell, once again me catches a cold. Whew! Once again me has a fever. Whewhew!!
Which means I'm now behind on my self-made schedule. And I still haven't told my professor what exactly I'm doing at the moment. And I don't really know what he's expecting. Well. So angst is lurking in the corners - and no, I'm not a teenager.
I don't know, I think I remember believing once that as a "grown up" I'd feel more confident about myself and my abilities... heh. Either I'm not a grown up (yes, somehow that sounds about right...) or what I believed was bull (yeah, that sounds about right, too). But still, people around me seem so capable and responsible and, well, grown up it makes me wonder.
Other than that, before i caught the cold the weather was amazing, when I had the cold not so much - that's at least something. :)
And S. called again; surprise, surprise, her tone hasn't changed much. But well, maybe I'm just easily annoyed.
I'm tired, I've got a headache (more like the Eternal One returned) and I'm grumpy. But it snowed today and when I went to the library the books I had ordered were still there and yesterday I wrote four pages. So I guess I souldn't complain that much. :)
Which means I'm now behind on my self-made schedule. And I still haven't told my professor what exactly I'm doing at the moment. And I don't really know what he's expecting. Well. So angst is lurking in the corners - and no, I'm not a teenager.
I don't know, I think I remember believing once that as a "grown up" I'd feel more confident about myself and my abilities... heh. Either I'm not a grown up (yes, somehow that sounds about right...) or what I believed was bull (yeah, that sounds about right, too). But still, people around me seem so capable and responsible and, well, grown up it makes me wonder.
Other than that, before i caught the cold the weather was amazing, when I had the cold not so much - that's at least something. :)
And S. called again; surprise, surprise, her tone hasn't changed much. But well, maybe I'm just easily annoyed.
I'm tired, I've got a headache (more like the Eternal One returned) and I'm grumpy. But it snowed today and when I went to the library the books I had ordered were still there and yesterday I wrote four pages. So I guess I souldn't complain that much. :)
