It's been a while...

I feel | rotten

Somehow we survived Christmas. And New Year's Eve. And Family Luches. And Birthdays... No, that's Birthday. :) My grandmother's. And the day before she told us she didn't think she'd live much longer. Yeah, sure.
Dinner was okay, even if my uncle, aunt and one of my cousins were there, too; at least I can say that there have been worse Birthday Cleberations in my family. Pft.

At the moment I'm terribly frustrated because I'm obviously too dumb to use a computer, because I hate it when I'm not able to solve problems on my own and because im frustrated.
I'm bored, worried, irritated and... bleh.

Yesterday I met my (other) cousin, and we went shopping together; it was a nice day, if a little short and my mood wasn't too bright either. But it was great to see her again, especially as I won't see her next weekend when we go to celebrate my other grandmother's birthday.

Here the storm wasn't too bad, we were really lucky, but it really was a little scary.

Meh. I need... don't know. Something to do, some sun... something to distract me.|: