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yggdra_sil) wrote2009-04-30 01:13 pm
yggdra_sil) wrote2009-04-30 01:13 pm
Heh.
I'm still alive. More or less.
I got rid of my thesis.
I'm still basically freaking out if it's better than a D (it simply HAS to!), but no one notices because I'm always so... calm and serene and can't admit to anyone how batshit insane I am. And every time I talk about it I play it down myself. So, no need to wonder why no one notices anything, right?
Apart from that? I have to prepare for the exams.
And I'm depressed.
A perfect combination.
You know what, world? FUCK you.
[And next week there's a job interview and I'm scared I'm going to fuck it up. Argh.]
Right now? Nothing's okay.
I got rid of my thesis.
I'm still basically freaking out if it's better than a D (it simply HAS to!), but no one notices because I'm always so... calm and serene and can't admit to anyone how batshit insane I am. And every time I talk about it I play it down myself. So, no need to wonder why no one notices anything, right?
Apart from that? I have to prepare for the exams.
And I'm depressed.
A perfect combination.
You know what, world? FUCK you.
[And next week there's a job interview and I'm scared I'm going to fuck it up. Argh.]
Right now? Nothing's okay.