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2021-05-02 08:45 pm

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Pillowfort is online again. The first thing I did after logging in was deleting all my private posts. lol
I'm not sure if I'm going to use my account over there much any more. This last fuck up was pretty big.

Pretty exhausted today, I spent my afternoon going through my clothes, deciding what I want to keep (and what still fit).
In other news I bought stuff to try bookbinding. I already printed and sewed some stuff, now I just need to do the rest.
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2021-03-30 06:19 pm

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I hate how bad I feel about my body right now. I don't own scales, so i don't know my weight. But I DO know that I've gained weight in the last years, especially i the last year of course.
And right now? I don't like my body.

And of course, seeing others with my body type? They look okay to me. But myself? D:
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2021-03-21 08:34 pm

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UGH. Tired and sad and headachy.

old thoughts are coming back. doubts. self hatred. like, your friends don't really care about you. you'll end up sad and lonely because there's nothing lovable about you and people will forget you when you're no longer of use.
meh.
i know these thoughts. luckily they're not here to stay, i know that. it's still sucky :/
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2021-03-12 02:29 pm

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I got a Pillowfort account a while back but it somehow never really clicked for me? So much that I didn't ever notice it's down right now lol

It seemed to be a good place a t first, especially back then when tumblr cracked down on nsfw stuff. But then. Well. I'm not a fan of how wishywashy they changed their TOS (at least to me it felt arbitrary, like strikethrough 2.0 could happen any time); and weird bannings happened pretty quickly. And then there was this security breach thing they tried to stay very vague about. And now it looks like something similar happened again?
All my love for user-funded social media but ... still.

One site I really really miss is BookLikes; and that one obviously died when it was sold by the original creators. I didn't post anything for years because I hardly read books anymore but still smh
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2021-03-05 04:00 pm

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Schadenfreude is not nice.
But sometimes I can't really help it. Brexit is one of these things.
So you're farming oysters. You make a living selling these oysters IN THE EU. The snails you harvest and sell in Asia are cleaned IN THE EU.
You voted for Brexit because you wanted to be FREE OF THE STINKY EU (and no stinky foreigners or refugees, amirite?), and believed nothing would change for you.

... I mean, why would you think that? Why would your third-country-oysters be treated differently from any other third-country-oyster? You wanted out. Now you're out.
Now please put away that surprised pikachu face. You're free. Free of the duties, the regulations (lol), and the market.
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2021-03-02 08:59 pm

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Fuck, I just realized I'm finally old(TM).
I always wondered why girls would tuck the front of their shirt or sweater into the waistband of their trousers. What for?

... for the same reason half my generation wore Buffalos or plucked our eyebrows into nonexistence. For the look. Just because.

Damn.

lol
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2021-02-24 08:23 pm

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Damn, she knows how to make me feel stupid for loving the things I love.
I asked L (WHO IS ARMY, SHE'S THE REASON I LIKE BTS FFS) if she'd already listened to "Fix You". Her reaction "I hate Coldplay. I hate Fix You. And don't really care for BTS atm"

Why thank you.

I like Coldplay, and Fix You is a good song. And the cover is fucking amazing.
So fuck you.
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2021-01-31 03:43 pm

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ugh. Now I know why I got the sads. Shark week again.
But apart from that I'm feeling pretty listless. There are so many dramas I started watching and don't feel like finishing even though I liked them. :/
Manner of Death, Girl from Nowhere, Signal ... meh.
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2021-01-05 10:32 pm

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i love mochi to pieces, he's the best kitty ever. but he's a stinky little man. i need to get his teef checked soon.
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2020-10-01 09:22 pm

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My kitty was a very good kitty. The best kitty ever.
Big and fluffy and with the loudest and rumbliest purr. Snuggly. Derpy and regal.
I will miss her a lot.
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2020-09-04 06:43 pm

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the internet is weird. when I was in 10th grade, there could be 16, 17, 18 and 19-year-olds in the same class (depending on when you started school and if you had to repeat a year).

according to internet logic a 19 year old would be a p*do/pr*dator for dating a 16/17 year old FROM THE SAME CLASS.

wild.

[i'm not saying age difference is always completely fine. Age difference can mean power imbalance. but these strict "rules" some people make up ... ]
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2020-08-17 10:34 pm

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the gods have finally abandoned me and i fell down the rabbit hole that is liking BTS (ffs, why!?). And reading fic (naturally, but also, ffs why??!?)

i have been on the fringes of some big fandoms and witnessed a lot of fannish whatthefuckery. but.
damn this fucking cult is really really annoying (there are tons of lovely people, ofc. but thank god for twitter's block button)
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2020-08-12 08:54 pm

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i'm sitting here and watch people doing the absofuckinglutely same thing that happened in 2016 and i'm like okok, this is totally fine. nothing to worry about.
totally not something to get anxious about. haha.
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2020-07-29 03:54 pm

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'm tired of being sad all the time.
-_-
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2020-07-29 01:58 pm

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i was today years old when i learned that Hadjj is only during a certain time of the year

i feel so ignorant wow
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2020-07-28 09:27 pm

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nothing better than the littol snorfle sounds my cat makes when she sleeps <3
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2019-08-01 11:40 pm

Oh my

So, I just watched the 2017 version of Murder on the Orient Express, and may I respectfully ask WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK???

The opening? With Poirot sticking his fucking walking stick into the Western Wall just for funsies? Who thought that was a fine idea?

And we have a soccer team of Very Good Actors, but somehow we don't get to see them act, not really. Because everything is about brilliant, tormented, conflicted, broken hearted Hercule. Wot? Why choose a whodunnit where a huge part of the fun is seeing lots of suspects acting suspicious and watching the detective detecting when you then basically ignore that part?
And insted give us silly chases, an unnecessary avalanche, a weird stabbing and an even more unnecessary shoot out?
Christie's stories are not action-packed. And there's no need to add action. They're formulaic, yes, and unlikely, and that's okay.

Come on.
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2019-07-20 09:53 pm

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tfw you find a writer you really like on tumblr and they reblog anti bs. :/
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2019-07-20 09:45 pm
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soooo. after three fucking weeks i finally got my kitty back!

Minou escaped because i didn't realise she was in my bedroom when i left the windows open. (and i only noticed a couple of hours later when she didn't come screaming for dinner). she stayed pretty close but wouldn't let anyone touch her.

even got a trap to catch her. i caught a neighbour's cat (twice) and a hedgehog (three times). minou escaped because she's an eel and too fast to be real, and never went into the trap again.

and then this week she waited in front of my door for breakfast and dinner and let me scritch her. and on thursday i picked her up and took her inside and now she's back :)

now i need to get her to the vet :D
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2019-04-29 08:57 pm

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man, i got feels and many of them

sooooo. Endgame

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